🌷 When Lakshman was told by Ram to trick Sita and mercilessly leave Her in the forest on the pretext of an outing, Lakshman decided to give mercy to demons like Duryodhan as Balaram, and even more to Jagai Madhai as Nitai, even though Krishna & Gaura did not want that externally.
🌷 Nitai is willing to force Gaura & displease Him externally to save us, like in Chota Haridas lila; tricking Gaura to go & eat from duplicitous sanyasi, or to come to Shantipur to be with His mother after sanyas; etc. If we still try to approach Gaura directly, then we are fools.
🌷 Lalita was not opening Her eyes when Rupa & Ananga brought Kamal (Bhaktivinod), until they said that he is a great servant of Nitai Gaura. Gaur banned Chota Haridas for no fault of his. Gaur told Nitai & Haridas to not go near Jagai Madhai. So what hope do we have without Nitai?
🌷 I simply can’t understand how someone can leave Nitai Bhakti after knowing & realizing how much Doyal Nitai has unconditionally done, is doing, and will do for every soul, for attaining Gaura Radha Krishna! Oh the bewilderments of Maya! So many slips till the cup touches the lips.
🌷 I don’t mind if Nitai wants me to become an animal in my next life or go to hell. But Nitai please please never make me forget this last shred of all hope in the form of Nitai Bhakti in any body I take, since I have reached it after zillions of lives of sukriti, sadhusanga & bhakti.
🌷 I am willing to bear the agony of my body being tortured & cut in a million pieces in the darkest hell, without a thought, then to fall prey to that kind of worst Maya by which I will give up Nitai Bhakti & try to approach Gaura Radha Krishna directly instead of through my Nitai.
🌷 From the day Gaura showed me that Nitai is my only hope, Nitai Bhakti is my very life & my life is Nitai Bhakti. :raised_hands: I desperately cling on to the hope that Nitai will not make me forget this summit of all realizations and doom me to again start from scratch if He gives me rebirth.
🌷 I am willing to be burnt for trillions of lives in hell than to do even one act which will take a soul even an iota away from Nitai Bhakti. I can also never forgive those who do this. I prefer to die alone if no one understands how rarest of the rare are Nitai Bhakti & Nitaibhaktas.
🌷 Even Krishna’s favorite devotee Yamuna had to suffer the extreme pain of being divided into a 100 streams due to not obeying Balaram. Still some feel that they can get away with belittling Nitainam, Nitai Bhakti, Nitai Gunjan & Nitaibhaktas by the “excuse“ of defending Harinam.
🌷 Nitai is such a limit of mercy that even one who is fully wrong & lost in all ways but still sides & stays with Nitai wins. And anyone who considers oneself to be totally right but belittles Nitai even an iota loses all miserably. A sharp blade shaves fast but bleeds if misused.
🌷 One gets the greatest mercy when one takes great pains to do something impossible for the Lord, which is not being done by others as it is too difficult. Everyone is busy making Radha Krishna famous. Who’ll tell devotees about Radha Krishna’s greatest devotee & the only way to Prema: NITAI?