🌿 It is much easier to enter into the heart of Gaura Krishna through the hearts of His intimate servitors like Nitai, as Nitai has already softened the Lordʼs heart by His service in each & every planet. It is easier to enter Nitaiʼs heart first as He is always ready to embrace us.
🌿 I believe the best surround-sound speaker system to hear & float in pure Bhakti sounds from all directions should first be put in our kitchen where our cooks make prasad, as we become what we eat & we eat what the cooks think while cooking. Use technology to enhance sound quality.
🌿 Some say divinity of pure Bhakti sounds can’t be transmitted via speakers or earphones. I say that not only is it transmitted but their efficacy to reach our souls is much amplified by best quality speakers or earphones. It spiritualizes these mundane gadgets as it passes through.
🌿 I heard Nitai Gunjan from 3-7 am today. I was paralyzed from doing anything else. Every long Nitainam entered my ears and closely revealed different bodily limbs of Nitai’s form spontaneously, without any conscious effort. It was like I was touching Them mentally. My mind was conquered.
🌿 I heard recorded Nitai Gunjan for 4 hours in the morning and due to that I canʼt seem to forget Nitaiʼs form today in front of my inner eyes as I am still hearing it. I donʼt want to risk losing these divine visions so I gave up grains. Wish I had 1000 ears & no other seva to do.
🌿 The long resonation in Nitainam gives the inner eye & mind ENOUGH time to seek out, zoom in to, focus & settle on one limb, and appreciate Nitaiʼs form. It is much better than chanting Nam fast and giving the mind no time to remember the actual holy form & meaning behind each Nam.
🌿 I feel I am dead if the speaker stops playing Nitai Gunjan. Shunyayitam jagat sarvam. I feel like my whole day and my life is useless. The sound of Nitainam is dear to me than my soul. I want to hold it close to my heart as there is no Gaura Radha Krishna Lila which it can’t show.
🌿 In CB 2.5.102 Gaura states anyone who shows even a tiny sesame-seed of envy towards Nitai will never be dear to Gaur even if one worships Gaur all the time. So those who belittle Nitainam & Nitai Bhakti to “defend” Harinam & Gaura Krishna Bhakti will never attain Gaura till they repent.
🌿 Advaita Acharya rejected 3 of His sons because they accepted Him but not Gaura. Nitai Bhakti canʼt be compared with this as we are not rejecting Harinam or Gaur Krishna Bhakti, but we want to attain Them quickly by Nitainam & Nitai Lila. We accept Gaura as our Nitaiʼs Prabhu, not our direct Prabhu, following in the footsteps of Srila Vrindavan das Thakur. And that is Nitai Bhakti.
🌿 Both Krishna & Gaura say that even if you are on Their side you can still go wrong. But a soul who is on the side of Their supreme devotees like Nitai can never go wrong even if one is actually wrong, because one has chosen the right side to be in, the side of someone very forgiving and dear to God.
🌿 Devotees ask why Nitai Bhakti to get Gaura Radha Krishna Bhakti? My question is why do you accept a living Guru to approach the Guru Parampara, instead of directly surrendering to them? In the same way, heno Nitai vine bhai Radha Krishna paite nai, you can’t get Radha Krishna without Nitai.
🌿 If one is truly desirous of awakening one’s dormant raga (attraction) for Radha’s service, then Nitai’s mercy through Nitai Gunjan & Nitai Lila Kirtan is utmost essential. The task to distribute the rare unnatojjvala premarasa which Gaura came to give us was entrusted to Nitai.
🌿 Champak Manjari (Narottam das) wrote the song Nitai-pada-kamala as the manjaris are fully aware of how the name & pastimes of Nitai grant us Radha’s nityaseva & our siddha deha. Even Nitai’s pure sakhas in Krishna Lila relished Radha Govind worship in Gaura Lila by Nitai’s Grace.
🌿 If one makes the words of Srila Vrindavan das Thakur, the Vyasa of Kaliyuga, as oneʼs life and soul, then our Doyal Nitai will splendidly manifest in the heart very quickly during Nitai Gunjan and Nitai Lila Kirtan.
🌿 After a day of eating only milk with fruits and coconut water with pulp, I am back to feeling so blissful today due to the intense remembrance of Nitaiʼs form while listening and doing Nitai Gunjan today, in sync with my own recording playing in the background. My soul feels like jumping out of the heart in sheer condensed ecstasy and running to Harinam. I can live on milk and fruits eternally for many lifetimes to feel such Nitaimoy bliss daily. I did deep mental Nitai Lekhan too as soon as my eyes opened in the morning to enhance this remembrance.